im surprised they put me as cashier when im only working 11-3, like super short shift sia. nvm anyways most of the time i was outside helping stn anyway. i actually got out on time, thanks to s who called me. hahahah she'll be calling tmr as well. but tmr more impt. but lucky not so busy so easy to run. finally gave kaylin the present... so after all that i go home eat. and did research on creepy stuff. i looked at bellatrix... could not find willy wonka, and only now im reminded of chucky.
but after what i did at drama im not sure i need creepy anymore.
[either they don want to bother with that anymore or i don know]
but thinking of that i forgot the comments they gave me, i only rmbr to be more loud.
but today i felt so emo sia. like i was sitting ouside mac, listening to perfect two
cause im under the illusion it makes me happy. then when i stopped listening
i try to think of happy times,
but sitting there 'i can't remember a time i was truly happy" ( j's line ahahaha)
like my mind is just blank, i suddenly have no distant or near memory.
which freaked me out even more, then i felt like crying again.
then s came with her bro and sis and bf. so for that moment i forgot
but obviously it came back.
and like g's comments just make me wonder like why the hell am i so different.
i mean it took me some time to be comfortable with who i am. then now its like its all going to waste.
i really felt like crying when i went to block h. i don't know why i just felt like it, and i know this is weird but like i wanted to jump.
but my critical mind knows better to jump at place thats just going to make me endure pain, with
no death
that and the fact that s came over. i thought i was alone and suddenly she was there.
so i can't rmbr the comments i got for the scene, but i know for voice projection i need to go louder.
but i thought i did not well though, i felt drained, but ya w says it was good.
(never trust the person in the scene who has their lines and movements to worry about)
oh yeah we walked to the mrt stn for waffles, but they ran out.. sigh :(
so s bought me curry puff thanks!
we stood outside the stn and talked until 11+
i learnt i shd stay away from siang. he says he killed a cat and he's smiling the whole time!
am i really suppose to believe your remorseful with your smiling face?!
z went out with her cousin, seems like recently i haven seen her much.
i was drained but think i got over the emo part
