I know its late but tuesday really threw me off.. like i struggle to come up with energy for these ppl, then in like a few words g just stripped me of all the energy i had. then w just kept looking at me and saying its okay, you look stress. then i wonder really meh? if yes then why these ppl never cut me some slack.. i don't know why but its like in front of them things change. Im not sure if i suddenly feel pressure or what but i just know its not good enough. And like not fair sia, A just came back, but she din get any nonsense from them.. Then after they 'release' me i sat with s and siang for a while. then luq came over and tried to talk to me about my character. i still don get some of the things he was saying though. but at that point im too tired to even argue, honestly i was zoning out. thankfully s was asking him stuff so like yeah help me cover up. i got away with "yeahs' and head nods. then siang started irritating me like hell, so i walked out. I serisously felt like crying, but j was like 'don cry don cry' ... it din help but can't blame her. so i sucked it up and tried to move on. j said i shd just listen to whatever comments they have then just agree and work it out ltr, but the reason i talk back is cause i don't understand. (but i think g sees it differently when i talk back, so whatever la, next time i don't say anything. i don't understand then blame yourself. )
