I finally wake up early!!
i need to leave at 10 for work, i end at 5 then i plann to go straight to sch.
got some meeting at 7. then i don't wanna risk being late..
im watching ellen as i type this out.
i like ellen and its been long since i saw the show, she always makes me happy/laugh
but as recent events have taught me, i can never be sure that im truly happy even when im laughing and i think i a happy.
the number of times i've laughed along and lost the feeling in 2 seconds is plenty.
for now i'll watch ellen and go to work in a decent mood.
