Drama on fri was pretty okay i guess....i din realise how hard it would be without her. then also g decided to push it forward to like 5. and i was asked to extend, to which i say cannot. but onnly means it so busy that i can only leave at like 3.40...so went home. honestly right now i cannot rmbr what i did. its like the days are becoming a blur. and suck sia yest got extended till 8 to pack cake. today was stn 3 then got extended to 5. btw 3-5 when the crowd died down, i obviously ran away from my stn. was super sick of the ice cream.. yes its still possible. the same feeling i had when i first time stn 3. super . tired i think.
not even sure what is going on.
OMG tmr will be the start of the second week of hols.
\heehee grp ppl try to meet up, but i say i not free. so im wondering if the rest still will and weather they will do anythhing worthwhile. somehow the break just made my attitude towards the project worse. i know i din like the grp from the start, but now is like i don care at all. arghhhh why the heck did we decide to do presentation, im practically begging for that 2000 word essay now. It'll will be so much better, u get grades depending on how u perform. one i get to choose my own topic..two no need to work with ppl who irritate me. and seriously, a's presentation skill sucks. god and it kills me when these people get indecisive. Like if your not going to decide\pick, don't blame me when you end up doing smth u don't like and i do.
It not that i hate indecisive people, i have friends who can't decide stuff. but they KNOW that their like that. and like i am confident to force a good decision upon them since i know them that way. but this is diff in the way that i find it beyond annoying and irritating. like Stop bloody hell acting and just make up your bloody stupid mind already. i got better things to do then wait around for you to act dumb.
this is funny, im getting angry verbally, but like my minds numb. i got no emotion like that. i mean the words i pour out but like i don't feel it. could be the lack of sleep.
okay that weird headache is starting again, not good....
BRight side: i got to work things out with wayne. i met z. it was cream of corn today
( okay it seems major pathetic like when my 'silver lining' 'light in the darkness' is based on soup, loser. then i shd listen to 'loser like me' by glee. to feel good about it. i wannt that smoosh cake!!!) some one suprise me with strawberries pls. )
OH i have to bloody get my contacts with j and z soon....i shall the get the greeen ones, i look nice with it unlike the stupid grey.
bright side bright side sleep..
