Feels a little long overdue.
So I watched 'me before you' . At the end, my leg cramped i couldn't move it couldn't feel my touch.
Imagine it like that for every second of the day, for as long as you chose to live.
I watch a movie with a happy ending when everything magically falls into place and i get lost in that idea. This to me was a happy ending, he made his choice. When I read the book, i remember feeling why was she so daft? Why did she not understand him? Cause i understood him perfectly, i would have made the same choice.
I would love the new memories for what they are, but i wouldn't want to ruin the old ones, ones where i was so much more.
Life will not have a happy ending, it doesn't end in our pretty youth 'on the way' to the adventure that is the rest of our life. In real life we have to live it out, we see the end that is death at an old age.
The perfection and magic in life is what we see, its how we choose to see what is around us.
We all have thoughts and opinions that shape the way we see the world around us. Sometimes we let ourselves mar that sight with the influence of others. Others who tend to have a stronger presence, bigger sense of life. It happens.
Sometimes we get out of it, sometimes we are stuck there.
We finally fall apart and we break each other's hearts
If we wanna live young love we better start today.
It gotta get easier and easier somehow
But not today
