It over! Exams are over feel quite okay bt the papers.. not much of a holiday this time round though got cptc to prepare for. It's weird, i mean its not as if i walked into sch year one saying i wanna go juring island for year three. ahahha there's the other thing year three! I'm year 3!!? Gosh its hard to believe.
It's honestly been really fast, just zoomed by didn't it. Well time waits for no man. That however does not mean we have to move with time, its perfectly fine to slow take things at your own pace. If you know what your doing, you just know. Humans will always change as time goes by, somehow or another things/events/moments will change you. Some try not to change, completely at all. But that just kinda leaves you in a ditch, unable to move on, cause your so caught up with not changing/ so caught up with who you were in the past. You never really stop to think and look/but when you do i don't really think you know who you are or what the world is any more. Then there's those who just move with it/go with the flow. Onlookers may not know what to define them with, but they themselves know. Precisely because they are so willingly to change that they don't well not much anyway. The in-between person, tries to find themselves and define themselves as fast as possible, then they aim to let things go, but not change enough so past the point of recognition. though. Takes an effort though.
We are young, supposedly at the age where we do ridiculous reckless things, where at the end we find ourself and know who we are. It's a point in life where the judgement of others impacts us so much, but also a point where we have to not let the judgement of others affect us. Contradictory you say, well life always has opposites dark and light, hot and cold so on.
A whole bunch of people have said "our mistakes do not define us"
Then what does? Cause seriously i'm confused. How i rise from mistakes?
dude im young i can't even tell what a mistake is.
Maybe the fact that im talking to my blog like its an actual person tells me that things are never as they seem
Definitions? wayyyyy too Underrated my amigos. \
I should probably just get back to the 'whatever i was talking about'
well so got my pass done, it looks terrible i din even know when to smile!
The exams was odd, like i was just wanting to get it over with. But then there's the voice in my head telling me, if you don't study you will die. So despite alot of lazy attitude i did study. Then the time was obviously not enough. But somehow even till the end i did not feel that rush of constraint for time, the panic. Then again I'm sure if I've ever felt that panic, cause my memory for like events and stuff just sucks. I do know I felt panic for my common test though, that omg last minute before that paper, when i just really wanted to slap people and cry at the same time was very sad. But it's over I have moved on.
Not like the tension and worrying and rushing stops there! (shocker)
