Sometimes after certain things happen i walk away and think, if only i could do that over.
If i had a chance to re-do my life or go back and change things this is where i'd use it.
But then again i think that quite a bit. Am i ever going to stop? its not even regret its something else, can't find the word for it though. Will i ever be able to choose? Choose just one point in life to do over. Maybe i'll let the chance pass me by because i can't decide.
What will we regret the most? The words spilled out or the words we did not say? So do i go back to a point i left words out or to a point where i want to take words back. Our mistakes are suppose to help us learn. Yet, we see everything else but the learning point. Yes we know how to do it better should it happen again. However we harp on the fact that we let something slip by, we messed up, we hurt someone.
I don't belong here. My mind thinks in too different a way.
If we don't make mistakes, would the world be different? Well the earth will continue turning and the moon will go appear to change all the same. What does letting go mean exactly. Forgetting or ignoring? Perhaps it means accepting. Accepting what happened and realising that's the way it was meant to happen. Every lesson forms a new scar. Undeniably we humans must accept the fact that the earth is round and moves. Mistakes will always happen. Pain, regret and fear, basically emotion is inevitable.
It is what you choose to feed yourself that determines who you are. (well to yourself anyway, people have a tendency to see things differently and obviously they love to assume stuff cause its the easy way out.) It boils down to ourself. (In most cases/scenario though you do have the right to blame someone else. Its probably their fault)
