So its over, last minute changes definitely has got a new way to present itself.
I don think any of us panicked though, we just were mad and angry at her and the stupidity of the whole thing. So some people really took to the theme, the dancers especially, well i mean its not like they were super busy the past few weeks or anything so yeah. Drama seniors were dressed up, not to that extent but still better than us ahahah. We just looked nicer than usual, no fancy dress-up or anything.
A turned up, honestly not sure how come no one stopped him/screamed at him/just made him leave.
It was odd, not lifting a finger then turning up. Well lets just let bygones be bygones.
One of the reasons why people find it hard to move on is the remembering. They remember the event/incident so clearly in their mind. Not completely by choice though, its been a noticed by scientists that bad/trauma/horrific events or memories stick in a person's head more than the happy memories. Guess that's why we're told to enjoy and live in the moment, you may not be able to remember. Conversations, words said ya sure, but the feeling? Low chances. When its a sad thing though the feeling overwhelms us like a wave, suddenly.
We cry at the same thing over and over and over again, but to laugh we find it so hard to repeat. To see what we once saw that made us happy is just hard. I'm pretty sure I've said this before, but what can i do?
When we forget the reason why were doing something, it becomes a misery. Something done purely out of habit. But is it possible to regain what has been lost. Ahaha i would as always say it depends.\ I wonder if ever that answer i give irritates or angers, someone has it? But truth in fact everything that goes on in this world is unique and different depending one story on another, well lets just say not the best thing to do.
Often times than not, we wish someone would just come along and give us an answer. To follow blindly to escape the thinking and questioning of whether decision being made is sound. When following blindly the orders of another, there await a person to take the blame should something go wrong.
I think we should all find that person in our lives, the one who will tell you what to do. Force it upon you at times and take the blame gracefully. A person who understands the dynamics of choosing a decision for another and knows how to deal with misplaced blame.
This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
I can't decide if its a choice,
getting swept away.
I hear the sound of my own voice.
To each his own, we just try to be there for the ones we love and care. And hope so badly that it will be enough. Though i feel i need to be more there for the people i care and love,
