Poems

Don't you dream impossible dreams? - Taylor Swift

Oct 27, 2012

Torn

TVD 4x03

Awwwww, klaus seems to be looking out for caroline, he questions tyler on the girl from the mountains.Also where the heck is bonnie?? Does she not need to go to school? Is rebekah going to be alright??


I finished nineteen minutes. Somehow i kept imagining that somewhere peter admits to killing kaitlyn cause he wanted her to stop suffering. I guess we're pretty lucky huh. We don't generally get bullied to that extent that he did. Im sure some of it is true, she does her research. But to think, that someone anyone has to subject to that and they can't do anything about it is plain sad. it comes to a question if verbal or physical torment has more effect? has more pain? Memory to me is a fleeting thing. Its true, what jorden said. The memory that sticks resonates humiliation and pain. Maybe we won't remember the nights we slept through, but i highly doubt we'd remember the nights we stayed up doing absolutely nothing. Its ironic, most people seek happiness and want to be happy in life not in pain or sadness. Yet that's exactly what our memory chooses to remember. nothing's changed when will people develop a conscience? 
when he's in jail, this girl writes a letter she got shot by him, she's completely traumatised. But yet she mentions she would have liked to be his friend. the thing is why now? Why tell him now? After he's completely destroyed his life. If you really meant it, why didn't you talk to him.Maybe things would have turned out different.

What if's and maybe's will forever be part and parcel of life no? Im eighteen and i want to let go. This is when im suppose to break all the rules and have the time of my life. Why do i bloody THINK so much!? Its annoying, great i find myself annoying. Its barely started and yet i already feel as though im going through motions.

Conversation has run dry. Nothing's fine im torn. Illusion never turned into something real.