"There's always going to be bad stuff out there. But here's the amazing thing -- light trumps darkness, every time. You stick a candle into the dark, but you can't stick the dark into the light.”
Days been dragging on. Praactise on fri was fun-ish? It was like 5? of us and one junior. Not sure what happened. but we just talked about ghost stories and movies for like 2 hours. we started prac only after wayne came. But some how i don feel anything. Then back to talking.. On the bright side i met z!!
It feel a bit weird/off/odd when i see some one after sooo long and we just act like nothing happened. Neither party acknowledges the fact we have not met in so long. it goes two ways though. We either harp on that and lament and make promises to meet 'soon'. or we ignore and just enjoy what time we really do have with each other. That pretty much says about my brain now. Its all jumbled up/mixed/confused words/thoughts. I make a complaint and argue against myself. Reasoning does not elude me, however actions meant to be taken after reaching a conclusion does.
I think i will take my drivers license. But actually drive ummmmm no? Its scary, being incharge of the metal body and people's lives. I can't even ride a bicycle straight so drive straight?! Top gear korea really is a joke. and why im watching it; no idea. But omg i really really want to try drifting! Great now i want to watch initial D (:
Had a okayish run on wed. Aches came the day after ahahaha. Inevitable when you've had completely no exercise. Maybe im the type of person that needs activity exercise. Like badminton or something..
I've spent my whole month and a half lazing about. Did i accomplish anything? nope. Did i work? nope. Do i feel refreshed/ready for the new sem? nope. actually more than ever i want to sleep. It'll soon be december. the clock's ticking.
We all have our battles to fight. I have my moment when i scold myself for thinking terrible thoughts.
