Met up with sec sch friends again today/yest: fri
must take all the chances i can get with them.. after sch starts its like never going to happen unless bday's?
It was all the weird just met talks at first. then later on the nice close to each other talks
drank a bit? ahahahah my tolerance level quite low i realise well compared to the others luh.
second cup already my head feels heavy/slow/spinning. So i stopped and let them finish the rest.
thing with drinking is to know ur own limits and must not feel pressured to drink cause others are.
But by the time we left my head was completely clear.. it was low tide so the sea seemed to be so far from the shore area. Din manage to feel the sand and water under my feet.
Oh and good luck with your sponsor hunt thingy tmr/ waking up on time.
the psychological thing well umm. i was not thinking about the side effects im suppose to face? so the fact i did, does it mean it was s subconscious move? cause the head thing felt really real and not like self induced.
I got stuck with some stupid thing on mon. meeting the random person who will talk to me and all that about some survey i did who knows when/.. ahhhh after i out the phone down was like "what did i just do?" feels super lazy to go. Its at bloody 2 in sch. Okay i kinda did set the time. since there's stuff after that i have to stick around till 6! oh my what to do??
