Everybody's waiting to see you breakdown.
Everybody's watching to see the fall out
mmmm
guess u can't really tell funny things through mere words read off a page huh.
h im sorry if i made you sad, but it was suppose to be said dramatically and laughed at okay dear?
today was conflicting?
had my first fpm lab, the worst module and teacher. and ummm it was sad.
his way is not the experiment or the steps but like the concept of how the machine works
and applications to industry or his lectures. i read but din research so ouch
and nonsense la, just cause i din highlight anything does not mean i did not read and understand it okay.
i actually understood it better than hmt.
but yeah after that he left us alone to do it... but saw/heard him "talking" to another group.
scary max, not to mention i din do so well for his test... arghhh why am i even in this course!?
was doing the calc after lab when i hear people talking...one friend like seems slack cause its not the course she wants and likes she tired of trying for it. a) i don think her gpa's low or anything. b) most of us got cheated. we all thought this course as something but its another thing. and yeah i wanted so desperately to get out last year
but the thought of wasting my time to re-do things is abit worse. so imma struggle on.
the only saving grace is the specialisation. if i can't make it to the one i want then ........
may seem like im doing well, but i see the above as me making excuses not to put in my all. excuses as to why i can't do as well as the top people in my class.
gosh like me having some self realisation thing sial
so met j to study after sch.
okay so blk h does have feng shui when its the correct people. really good news.
did my mcb notes till topic 2 tmr will continue on.
met h and a and w as well. yay. i see them and suddenly think its been forever since i saw them. cause now in drama with the juniors and all its just 'make friends. mingle' mode.
its been long since i've seen people play so much with my pens oddly satisfactory feeling like im making a kid happy or something like that hahaahaa. not to mention the random crazy no link singing that can only be done with certain "cough" people.
so thank you guys for the laughter today :)
it may have been a distraction but not bad seyy i still continued my work. guess the 'fountain' is working.
you; uh well no choice? guess we just have to live with what we have yeah. and i get it you don't want me to be put in an awkward situation nor do you want to talk but leave parts out. which i pretty much will be able to guess haha. for now lets just be contented with sitting opposite each other playing with colour pens :)
