Morning :)
finally no work, its like i dread to go everymorning... but when i get there its okay..
as long as i keep busy and watch time tick away.
ahhaha today's results day
completely forgot, then ppl in drama reminded me yest. then siti again in the bus sighhs
then in the morning all the fb posts
i tried to check, but the page load too long so i give up?
just finding excuses for myself again
scared? yes, hell yes!
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well drama these days have been practice like one time outta like 7/8 hrs in sch??
sometimes, okay well most days i get angry.. like im coming down after work tired and all
not to sleep in sch.. we're suppose to practice. we suck
we can't even finalize the script..
when i sleep, all i think is why am i sleeping?
i should just go home and sleep instead.
its tuesday ppl!
commissioning night is on thur. we have to do better than this
yest when wayne was asking how we thought we did, all i thought of was "we suck"
the talking has to stop at one point, please.
i don't want to give a crap show, that just degrades us.
am i going to try and check again? not sure, should i? is it safe?
one hand it could give relieve, another it just releases disappointment
i think not. nope imma not going to check not today at least.
(not to use the word hope so) i yearn that today will be productive and things happen.
no regrets today okay girl? No i should haves.
I'm thankful for life, that i can afford to sit here and waste time. that i can dream about doing stupid things.
For those who are fighting i give you strength to continue fighting,
for those who wanna let go, i pray that go.
