think drama went well. i was somehow in like a fake high mood, maybe cause i finally had dinner with ppl! yay
Ate swensens, i just suggest only they wanted to go okay.
i love the chilli fish pasta!! but the fish like too much for me
There was salt on the table so what do we do?? "could you please pass the salt dear" of course
ahahaha we practically practised the whole dinner scene there.
I subbed in for a lot of nonsense during drama, i was the booth guy(fun!)
then i was the patient, suck sia the guy who share the room with me super noisy sick want to sleep also cannot.
when g say do my scene i was like crap, if i don do well after the nonsense i did what will she thiink of me?
She talked to me before we started, she ask so after all we've said what have you learnt.
i told her im confused to be creepy or over excited, and that i don't feel like i can do over excited. my midns numb got no happy memories blah blah
then she said just do what i was doing, it was okay. then im like what is wrong with these ppl??
anyway i did what i normally do, but she had no comments for me.
im thinking i either did that terribly that she cannot say or she lost hope or me.
as usual i walk away thinking i did not give enough energy.
i realise unlike other i cannot/no need to get into character. like ppl listen to music or go one corner and do stuff, but like if i do that i drain energy or i feel opp of my character.
for me its like, okay my scene, wait say my lines and im in character?
but then again maybe im not in character and im still myself i don't really know as im not looking at myself//.
