well i have changed, in more ways than one. SO the saying 'what doesn't kill u only makes u stronger' is true. i din die from the experiences i had, but they changed me such that i am most probably not going to be in that same situation again. so my work, at swensen's is really really really nice. i am beginging to like all the people there. I feel close to them like they are my friends and maybe be more. i definitly feel closer to tehm than friends i have. maybe its just the lack of contact, the lack of communication but who knows. For one i and serafina have become really close, waht with work. we constantly see each other talk to each other. BUt sadly its not the same with hte rest of my friends. honestly truthfully i miss nisha, kassandra, dati, joleen basically the people i used to see all the time. the people i shared jokes with. now all it seems is that i share jokes with neo and raymond. I admit i enjoy their company. In fact nowadays when i don go to work, or someone is not there i miss them. Well change must come one day. i just wished it din have to end so soon. i mean i knew when poly starts we go our own way, we split get new friends. but this so soon, no conatct was surly not what i expected."was surly not what i thought it would be"
So to say in Taylor Swift's words: "so drop everything now meet me in the pouring rain"
